Thomas Leigh Diary

Wedding Anniversary

Yesterday My Sweetheart was shopping whereas I remained in bed, exhausted. Decided not to listen anything this time, but trying to meditate, at least a little bit. I tried to tell (more precisely I should say: to convey) Evelyn how I feel. How difficult, how... hard (as often, in case of eating » starving). I tried to imagine Me eating some tasty meals, but... it was too hard. Soon I limited visualisation just to the scene in which I sat nearby the ocean... as I like there...

Sweetheart came back with suprising gifts and We could celebrate Our wedding anniversary a little bit more than We could predict. I was gratefull... to Evelyn... to both of them... to the Universe.

And one more interesting thing was My newest dream in which I also dreamed about wedding... isn't that interesting...? I met some priest and his helper (like an acolit? - he was My namesake), although I felt them also like... monks of some kind. And just like in this reality - in My dream We were late on Our Own wedding ;) .